abril 25, 2015

3 cards over the table.

I laid the cards over the table.

With the misty flashes of my memory and doubts, I start to put light over my destiny,

Last time that I was in this position, I saw darkness, cheat, lust and lies of a dark and trouble soul, under a handsome smile and lots of good intentions.

This time, I see a possibility - maybe to late to achieve - I take to long to made my decision,and they said that "who everything wants, nothing have". And at this point I'm afraid wanting my freedom, giving up of a chance to be happy with someone once more...

The hanged Death appears, and said that it's time of a big change. That the old habits no longer satisfy my soul... I'm in need of a new addiction, the night it's no longer enough...

- The wheel starts spinning again;

The pentacles of Cups drop flipped over, and show me that mourning time it's over, for a dead feeling that only represents a scar of a old mistake now.

- Forgive to forget.

Rise over, the doubts and shadows, The rising Star. The virgin dream of a new possibility of happiness... It's time to be happy by myself?? Or maybe it's time to open, once more, the thorn armor and try smile not for someone, but with someone, and who knows.... Being the one who truely fell in love for a real person, not for an idea again...